stolen colours

Hello all,

Thanks for your birthday wishes and LJ spamming! I’m starting to forget how old I am and having to calculate my age from my birthdate. Thanks for treating me too, you wonderful people. It’s not solely the treat that matters, it’s the company and catching up, though doing it over good food is always appreciated.

Anyway, I was born on a Wednesday, and it’s a Wednesday again. Wednesday’s child is full of woe, as my colorgenics profile has gloomily predicted: (gacked from qich!)

[note: why does it sound so dire!!!!]

You are under considerable stress and you are almost about to ‘blow your top’ but you are fortunate enough to be able to exert control. Control is the name of the game and it is so good to realise that whatever the situation may be at this time - it will pass. You need to get away from everything for a while and if you do, you will find that, strangely enough, it will seem that most of your problems and situations will seem to wash away, just as the sea may wash away ‘footprints’ in the sand.

You are experiencing considerable difficulty trying to achieve your goals. As a consequence of this you are becoming more and more irritable. Your friends and acquaintances are finding it increasingly more difficult to appease or to reason with you. You are the cause of your own problems. Don’t be so impulsive. It is your vacillation that can lead to problems and uncertainties. Ease up a little.

Conditions are rather confusing at this time. You would like to be involved with a particular person or a particular situation but you are holding back. You find it difficult to make a decision.

Your stress and anxiety are a result of an emotional disappointment. It could well be that the emotional relationship is no longer running smoothly and you have come to the end of your tether. On the one hand you would like to free yourself from this relationship altogether, yet on the other hand, you don’t want to lose anything nor risk the uncertainty of throwing away something - something that’s precious, something that could be the ‘Real Thing’. Perhaps for the first time in your life you really don’t know which way to go and it is these contradictory emotions that are causing you the untold stress. You are pretending to the world that you don’t care but even this air of pretence is causing you much heartache.

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety and you are distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. You feel you are not appreciated by those who matter to you. You are attempting to escape into a world in which you can relax and feel at ease.